A Ghost of Relationships Past.

Well, here we are. I am about to see my ex soon and I do not know how to feel about this. I am excited to see him because, well, we loved each other. It is hard not to find joy and curiosity and love, yet again, with someone you’ve had such a deep connection with. It’s hard to resist that tenderness in your heart, especially when it wasn’t a toxic relationship. So here I am, nervous, excited, on the verge of tears. So many things going through my body. And I welcome it. I welcome the anxiety and the joy and I know that it won’t be easy, it certainly won’t be simple. But that is love.