A Night of Fun

Dear Diary,

Don’t be mad at me, okay.

I wanted to celebrate the good news so I went out last night. A few of my homegirls from Rosewood were already at 1OAK so I didn’t see the harm in stopping by for a few minutes. It’s funny; I was barely two drinks in when I saw an old regular from the club. He was never a big spender, and he made it clear he wanted a sugar baby, so eventually we lost contact...until last night.

He said Hello, and he told me I looked good. We made small talk and I remembered why I liked him—he’s such a nerd! There’s no smoothness to him, no oil or honey in his speech. He’s straightforward in a way that’s refreshing in a sea of finance bros and music industry douchebags. Maybe that’s why I took his hand and led him into the bathroom with me.

At first, I let him kiss me. Slowly, then I opened my mouth and let him stick his tongue inside. I let him take off my shirt and my bra...by the time he started sucking on my nipples I was ready...but I let him finish because he was being such a good boy. I lightly kissed the tip of his penis before I let him put it inside me. We didn’t use a condom.

I know it was stupid but I needed some fun. I haven’t been the same since Jeremy left (I promised myself I’d start mentioning him less). So yeah...that’s what I did.

Last night, I had fun.