Take Me Back

I was at dinner with Mickey when I saw Jenn across the street. She wasn’t with another girl. I don’t even know why I’m writing about this...I said I was over it. That obviously isn’t true.

How is it that she still haunts me? After all this time you would think I was ready to move on and seeing her wouldn’t affect me the way it does. But there she was, getting coffee at some hipster dump, and I couldn’t stop staring. Maybe it’s always like that with your first?

I wish someone would explain to me what exactly happened between us. Do connections like that come and go often? Is it possible to sustain a flame that bright without fuel that could kill us both? I know I’ll never get answers to my questions so...I guess I should take solace in the fact that we’ll always have Havana.